Well, Kelly has been gone for almost 4 1/2 yrs. now. And since her death, my son Kevin also died by suicide, and then my husband, of 23 yrs. died in an accident that almost took me and my neice with it, and then my dad died, and then my son Cleve......I am still in a state of shock and disbelief,,,I find comfort in talking about it....I had to face the possibility of another trial with Arielle Beck by myself. She pled quilty.......gulity. But what she put my daughter threw, up to the day she died is unforgivable, what she allowed her mother to do......to Kelly and to my other children.............I shall not rest until I know Kelly can be at peace. I feel she isn't. That something is not being said. Kelly wants me to know the truth.......the truth about what? I can't rest. What is it? Kelly what is it?